Monday, August 07, 2006

......

i am so pissed off its NOT funny....


FU HAOREN!!!!!!
(at least it made me laugh a bit.......)

just not a good day.... actually more like not a good past few days.....

argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and for those you who are wondering, nope. it is NOT PMS.
just everything getting to me i guess...

first i missed the bus. coz of that i had to walk and then miss the train. so ended up late. alighted at marsilling to take cab and was beaten to the taxi by some woman....... realized that i didn't do my work, and didn't bring my lit file....

whatever!!!!

then i tried to make myself feel better by typing out my presentation.... when it's nicely typed out i realized that the bloody printer system is down. what the hell.... not only are they charging us when we print out stuff (IN SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!), the system is always going down. i mean come on.... how are we going to get anything done????

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sheesh.......
maybe i am just tired. i do get cranky when i'm tired....

who am i fooling? i am tired all right. sick and tired of school. gosh. it seems like life would have no meaning if i totally flunk my a levels...

seriously, i don't intend to flunk. but teachers are giving me the impression that by not studying ENOUGH (based on their 15hour every saturday and another 15 every sunday definition) i am signalling the fact that i want to flunk.

thanks ah... you guys are making me feel like a super inadequate failure even before the exams come around. so encouraging...........

fine... i accept that i am to blame for the fact that i am not studying enough. but enough with the scare tactics already can? the more i hear it the more discouraged i get. and guess what??? that might mean i will just give up. who cares about a levels anyway? isn't it just 2 years out of the 70++++ you are expected to live??

well.......... i do care.